One of the many things that I miss about my mom is her profound beauty. I think anyone would agree that my mom had unparalleled beauty, grace, and style. I loved going places with my mom because of how pretty she always looked. I can’t remember her ever leaving the house without at least freshening up a bit in the bathroom. My mom wasn’t superficial; she just always liked looking her best for others. Recently my sisters and I received a great gift from a dear family friend. For about a year she took my mom’s clothes and made them into a quilt, personalized to each of us with articles of clothing that meant something to us. Sometimes I feel like I am forgetting the details of my mom, but in the occasions where I see her clothing; I remember exactly the moment in which she wore those pair of jeans. And exactly the way she looked in that shirt. A remarkable attribution to my mom is the way that her children adore her. I think there are few children that can remember to such a degree the way in which our mom’s lotion smelled, the clothes that she wore on certain occasions, the way she laughed, the way she would scream when Jenny would hug her and lift her up and countless other occasions of which we reflect upon often. What I am thankful for is that my mom’s spirit is ever-present. I am thankful that my mother’s beauty has transcended through to my beautiful sisters as well as their children. In the way that they raise their children, I know it is from my mom’s example that they do so. So often when they teach and talk to my nieces and nephews, I can hear my mom saying the same thing. I am thankful that we have all attained the fabulous social skills that were shown and taught to us by our mom as she would selflessly ask others about their lives and endeavors. I marvel at the similarities in the mannerisms when I see Susan and Barbara. I see and hear my mom every time I am with them. As I watch my sweet Grandparents, I understand how my mom was so great in this life because of their abundance of love and caring for all those around them. Through the power of the Holy Ghost my mom has worked through her children in order to help the other in a struggling time. Never have a felt so strongly that my mom loves her family and tries so hard so that we may always remember that. How I miss her so. How I love her so. But I know that through the tender mercies of the Lord, her beauty will always be around me to bear me up.
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Thats really neat Casey. I love you so much. I am proud to be your sister.
Casey, you have such a way with words. Thank you for sharing this. It brought tears to my eyes. Your mom was such a special friend to everyone that knew her. She really did touch so many lives through her example and her friendship. I believe she is doing the exact same thing in the next life- teaching the gospel to those around her and being everyone's friend. She will always be missed but she will always be with us in our hearts as well. Thanks again for sharing!
That was nice to read thank you. Its so dang hard to feel so much. I read that and I felt alot of feelings, I guess it good for me. You are a great Man cas because you have such a great Mom to look up to!!! Keep praying and get guidence from the Lord this is an important time in your life, You need to make sure the holy ghost is helping you right now to make the right decitions!!!! love you
Thank you Casey. So often I choose to push my feelings away but I love remembering mom. Our family will never be the same but we have learned from her how to survive. Love you so much Casey. Love you mom.
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