Monday, September 27, 2010

Another Fall..


It seems that in every time of year and in every new season, memories and feelings of my mom are always associated. The way in which I miss my mom, the way in which I long to see her never changes. But when fall rolls around every year, these feelings become especially poignant. I have many fond memories of fall with my mom. I remember in St. George when I was in high school both of us had busy schedules, but quite often before my swim practices we would be home together for a short time in which we would sit outside in the sun and just soak in the beautiful fall weather. I remember the fall before I left for my mission. We spent so much quality time together. I reflect with sweet memories of that fall when I spent so much time with my mom. One of my best memories occurred in that same fall, the end of September four years ago. I went through the temple for the first time and what a wonderful time it was. The Spirit was very strong and I felt tremendous love for all of my family that day. I will never forget my mom on that special day. I remember seeing her dressed all in white, simply radiating. I remember the tears that were in her eyes as she said to me, "This is what it's going to be like" as we entered the gorgeous room in the temple. I hold very close to this memory that occurred four years ago. I long for the day in which I will see her radiating and beautiful in white once again.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

That brought tears to my eyes. I miss your mom so much too. She was always so kind and her presence just brought a smile to your face. It is no wonder that she was always surrounded by people. I am sure she still is too teaching them of the gospel. Thanks for the sweet memory.

Poohbear said...

Beautiful Casey. Fall is hard because of her birthday and all the festivities that we have to have without her. I wish she was here. One day I'll get to find out the answer from the Lord why he needed her more than we did, i guess for now I'll have to trust him. Love you case. Keep being strong.

Jenny said...

That is so nice to think of... seeing her all in white waiting for us. Oh man its almost to much to bare. Thank you for you words I think I needed to hear them tonight. love you